Back From the Brink: A Family Guide to Overcoming Traumatic Stress, by Don R. Catherall, Ph.D.
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GUIDELINES FOR PARENTS

If the Survivor Is a Child

 

The most difficult trauma for any parent is the one that strikes their child. If you are such a parent, you're experienc­ing all the feelings you'd have for any other traumatized fam­ily member, with another dimension. Your feelings of responsibility and helplessness are enormous. You may be uncertain about the extent of your child's traumatization and how to interpret her behavior. And in the midst of taking care of her, you must take care of yourself. As you try to provide the right kind of response you fight your inclination either to deny or to overreact to the crisis. After a while, you may come to feel that you're scrutinizing your child and cre­ating problems where none exist. If you and your spouse have different perceptions about the degree to which your child is affected, this creates additional family tensions.

 

A child's reaction to trauma doesn't always manifest it­self in the same way it does with adults. Nor are they free to indulge in the same coping behaviors as adults. Indeed, many children manifest their psychological distress so differently from adults that it can easily go unnoticed. For exam­ple, they often develop sleep‑related problems; they can't go to sleep, they wake up frequently, they become especially fearful at night, or they have bad dreams. Most children also regress in their physical and emotional development. They may have greater difficulty controlling their bladder or bow­els, often redeveloping a problem (such as bed‑wetting or thumb‑sucking) that they'd previously outgrown. They fre­quently develop separation anxiety and find it very difficult to tolerate being away from their parents. Often, they start wanting to sleep with their parents again. And they may de­velop entirely new symptoms, particularly phobias in which they become highly fearful about some specific situation.

 

The traumatization of a child produces a trauma re­sponse that involves the entire family. From the outset, you yourself are traumatized because your ability to relate to your child's trauma is so extreme that you feel as though it happened to you. Dealing with this is complicated. You must provide the best possible environment for the recovery of the entire family, while maintaining a constant grasp of what your child needs. The guidelines for dealing with adult trauma are a beginning, but there are other factors that must be addressed when a child has been traumatized. Let us con­sider some of the ways in which children differ from adults and how these differences affect their reaction to trauma.

 

How Children Differ from Adults

 

Children are amazing creatures, both more fragile and more resilient than adults. They tend to express their feelings without inhibition; if a child likes you, he makes no secret of it, and if he doesn't like you, that's also readily apparent. Yet there are situations in which a child's feelings are less appar­ent, such as when there is conflict between his parents and the child is uncertain about his loyalties. When a child is uncertain about right and wrong—particularly in regard to his own behavior—he’s prone to inhibit his feelings more. And when a child has been traumatized, he may become in­hibited about the expression of feelings related to the trauma. Yet children, like adults, need to explore and examine those feelings in order to come to terms with a traumatic experi­ence.

 

Developmental Level

 

The first factor to consider with a traumatized child is his developmental level. Psychologists break child develop­ment up into many components such as language develop­ment, moral development, physical development, intellectual development, emotional development, and social develop­ment. Any of these areas can be relevant to a child's trauma­tization. The child's language development certainly bears upon his ability to talk about the trauma, while his intellec­tual development affects his ability to make sense of the expe­rience. And the child's moral development affects his view of himself and others in regard to the trauma, as does his physi­cal, social, and emotional development.

 

You may worry that you don't have enough expertise to assess your child's development, but I've found that most parents have a solid grasp of where their children are devel­opmentally. You may not have a vocabulary of psychological labels, but you probably know what kinds of things your child can and cannot yet do. If you have questions about where your child is developmentally, you should consult a child psychologist or child psychiatrist.

 

Even if you feel confident in your understanding of your child, I recommend you make at least one visit to a profes­sional. Even if all is going well, it won't be a waste of time because it's an opportunity for you to compare your impres­sions with those of the professional and to develop a relation­ship with someone upon whom you can call if the need arises. A child's development changes rapidly, and one conse­quence of this is that new developmental stages often bring renewed experience of the trauma. In effect, the child re­works his resolution of the traumatization as he enters new developmental levels and views it from different perspec­tives. For example, the meaning of a trauma is different to a child at different levels of intellectual development as it is influenced by his ability to generalize and conceptualize dangers.

 

A Heightened Sense of Vulnerability

 

Preschool children are enormously dependent upon oth­ers to take care of them and consequently are subject to feel­ings of the most extreme vulnerability. Most adults are protected from these raw feelings by their many skills for dealing with the world, as well as by their illusions of secu­rity. But young children are still in the process of developing these skills and manufacturing these illusions. Thus, they can be thrust into the deeper feelings of vulnerability very quickly.

 

Children protect themselves from vulnerable feelings us­ing different means from adults. They place greater reliance upon mechanisms like fantasy. Comic book and video superheroes, for example, are extensions of children's fanta­sies. These superheroes are always endowed with powers that allow them to overcome their vulnerabilities. Indeed, superheroes are often portrayed as trauma survivors them­selves, usually having been traumatized when they were chil­dren. Superman's home planet was exploded and his parents killed; Batman's parents were killed by a criminal. Rather than being overwhelmed by their vulnerability, these superheroes developed abilities and powers that enabled them to help others stricken by trauma.

 

Equally interesting is the fact that virtually all superher­oes have secret identities and hide their powers from the world. This allows a child to relate to the fantasy that he may appear vulnerable on the outside but secretly he's invulnera­ble and therefore not really affected by the threats and stresses of a hostile world. These fantasies may appear super­ficial to adults, but they are amazingly powerful in helping children cope with life.

 

Not only is the traumatized child upset by what hap­pened and fearful of it happening again, he's now acutely aware of how vulnerable he is in regard to any number of dangers—not just the same one as the trauma involved. And not only must he come to terms with the specific trauma that he endured, he must find new ways of convincing himself that he's safe in general. In the meantime, he'll likely regress to an earlier developmental level, be more fearful, and be more in need of his parents' physical presence.

 

Part of the process of reachieving a feeling of security will be the resurrection of fantasies and illusions of security, such as in the superhero play referred to in Chapter 1. Your child's play will involve considerable fantasy and replaying of the trauma from many different perspectives. This is a healthy process in which she learns to master her fears.

 

If your child seems to be stuck on replaying the same situation over and over (for more than a few weeks), she may be having trouble finding ways to overcome the conflict that's expressed in the play. That can be a signal that she needs the help of a therapist, especially if she has other symptoms such as bed‑wetting, tantrums, or other outbursts, refusal to separate from the mother, or a regression from levels of development that she had attained before the trauma. But the child who repetitively replays the trauma is less worrisome to me than the child who is so constricted and shut down by her traumatization that she cannot engage in even that spontaneous process. Those children should def­initely receive therapy.

 

Alice, as a four‑year‑old, was molested by her parents' housekeeper's twelve‑year‑old nephew. The molestation con­sisted of the boy exposing himself and making Alice take off her pants. He told her not to tell, but Alice didn't like what happened and told her mother. Both parents talked with Al­ice about it. Although she was upset, she was open about it and seemed to accept that she was safe. But within a few weeks, she was found pretending to have a penis and to be showing it to another child. It came up in her play frequently after that.

 

Her parents contacted a therapist. The therapist saw Al­ice for a couple of sessions but concluded that Alice was sim­ply working on what had happened by bringing it into her play. She had no other symptoms and seemed to have put the episode into a category of bad things that happened but did no permanent damage. The therapist counseled the parents about how to respond to Alice's play and stayed in touch with them over the following year. Alice did fine; she had several talks with her mother about the event, then lost interest in it and it disappeared from her play.

 

Capacity to Forget

 

Children do not forget the same way adults do. Their minds are soaking up information at a much higher rate, and they don't possess the psychological mechanism that allows adults to simply forget things that are too disturbing. This mechanism, called repression, is an unconscious process that apparently becomes available to children in the early years of elementary school. Before that, children cannot avoid overly disturbing thoughts and feelings by repressing them, so they must employ a different mechanism. Children under six primarily rely upon a process called dissociation, in which they replace the disturbing thought with something different. This replacement process is quite far‑reaching. It's not simply that the one thought is replaced by another; rather, the child's entire state of mind is shifted.

 

The traumatized child uses dissociation to shift from feeling small and vulnerable to a state where he can feel more powerful and invulnerable. All children use dissocia­tion, though the content of their fantasies varies. Some chil­dren dissociate to a pleasant place where there are no dangers, while others dissociate to a world of secret powers. Dissociation is worrisome when the child begins to think of himself as a different person altogether, in order to feel that the bad things are happening to someone else. Children in situations of severe, ongoing abuse frequently resort to disso­ciating right out of their personality. In order to avoid the terrible thoughts and feelings associated with abuse, the child develops alternative personalities (multiple personality disorder) to which to escape.

 

If you believe your child is dissociating, please don't let my reference to alternative personalities frighten you. Again, dissociation is a normal phenomenon in which all children engage and an important aspect of how they cope with trauma. Children dissociate to some degree whenever they engage in fantasy, a major form of their play. Every time your child pretends, she is dissociating to some extent. By four to five years old, children know the difference between their pretend world and the real world. If you fear your child has lost that awareness or is not behaving like herself, con­sult a professional.

 

Rachel was a teenager when she ended up in residential treatment for her psychological problems. When she was younger, her parents were physically abusive of her, punish­ing her with severe spankings and locking her in closets. When she was older, they tried to control every aspect of her life. Yet Rachel went around with a little smile on her face and never complained. She had learned to "go to other places" when she didn't like what was happening around her. After her experience with her cruel parents, she never got very close to people and couldn't trust anyone. As a young child forced to sit in the dark in a cramped closet, she'd become adept at imagining herself in different circum­stances. It required many years of intensive treatment for her to give up her fantasy world and risk letting her life be real again.

 

Rachel is an example of an unhealthy extreme reliance on dissociating. It was her primary means of coping with her situation and became a way of life for her. That's partly be­cause her trauma was of the recurring variety; she learned to expect it and to anticipate it by being off in her "other place." Most children dissociate as part of dealing with their traumatization; indeed, it's an important element in chil­dren's use of fantasy. We're only concerned when it goes awry.

 

Importance of Parents

 

The parents' importance in maintaining a child's psy­chological balance cannot be overemphasized. A child doesn't possess the skills, knowledge, experience, or strong ego to cope with life's daily difficulties—much less the excep­tional ones required by traumatization. But nature has pro­vided a way for her to survive, even flourish, despite life's inevitable frustrations and disappointments—you. Before she develops her own strong ego to guide and support her, she can rely upon your ego.

 

When I refer to the ego, I'm talking about that part of us that is responsible for learning to deal with our environment—for planning our actions and managing our internal emo­tional tides. Adults are able to calm themselves when they get overwrought, discipline themselves when they would like to act impulsively, and maintain an appreciation for who they are and how they see themselves fitting into the larger scheme of things. Your child is unable to do these things for herself; she must rely upon you. She's particularly dependent upon your ego to help her deal with traumatic situations. She can weather the storm if she continues to have access to a strong, reliable parent who provides the stability and secu­rity that she's unable to provide herself.

 

The preschool child's relational trauma is embedded in his relationship with his parents. His experience of a relational trauma is essentially determined by you—your attitudes about him, your ability to mediate between him and the greater social world, and your personal well‑being and ca­pacity to deal with the trauma. If your view of him changes, his view of himself will suffer. If your relationships with your social world change or if you interfere with his opportunities to develop a social world, he may suffer the effects of a relational trauma.

 

The younger he is, the more your child depends on your ego functioning to maintain his own. If your ego falls apart or if you stop providing support for him, it's as if he were directly traumatized once again. If your child is traumatized and you can't deal with it, he'll be unlikely to be able to deal with it either. That's why it's essential that you take proper care of yourself, so that you can be stable for your child. He bases his sense of security on his reading of you and your confidence. If you find that you're unable to provide that sta­bility, get professional help for yourself so that you can do your job for your child.

 

Of course, one of the worst traumas a child can experi­ence is to have something happen to his parent. The child's sense of himself as an individual is still poorly developed and very dependent upon his parents. In this culture, children don't achieve much emotional separateness until the latter stages of elementary school. They remain physically depen­dent upon their parents through adolescence, and many are financially dependent upon their parents well into adult­hood. Throughout all these stages, the loss of a parent causes a profound disruption in the child's sense of self.

 

The Impact of Separation

 

Since you play such a vital role in helping your trauma­tized child feel secure, separations from you are extremely difficult for your child. Children in early grammar school may cling like two‑year‑olds again. Your child becomes more aware of her vulnerability and depends more explicitly upon you. Parting from you comes to represent a sudden exposure to all the dangers at once, and a moment of separation can become a crisis of major proportions. You may have difficulty understanding the depth of her fear at that moment, espe­cially if the separation is to be brief (such as going out to the car to bring in the groceries).

 

This separation anxiety may be played out differently by different children, but it's an issue for all traumatized chil­dren. It often comes up at bedtime. Bedtime can become a major battlefield because sleep can come to represent the state of total vulnerability that she associates with your ab­sence.

 

Many traumatized children return to the familiar sleep routines they learned when they were younger, such as hold­ing stuffed animals, saying their prayers, or having their par­ents read to them. But they may lack such familiar routines to deal with waking up in the middle of the night with night­mares or night terrors. Many traumatized children want to sleep with the parents again because they are too afraid to sleep alone. Parents often give in to this request, because battling over sleeping arrangements can be too great a has­sle. You may have found it necessary to do this, but you should work toward helping your child regain her ability to sleep alone. If sleeping with you becomes the new norm, you'll be faced with an additional problem in the future.

 

One way or another, your child is likely to regress in dealing with separation from you—whether by having sleep problems, avoiding school, or just refusing to let you out of her sight. You must respond to her increased separation anx­iety by recognizing the fear and not requiring her to do more than she can handle, though it's often not easy to know how much that really is. Your goal is to help her return to the level of competence she'd acquired before the trauma, so that she can resume her developmental path. It's a mistake to allow her to regress—such as resuming the habit of sleeping with you—and then accept this behavior as the new status quo. If you communicate acceptance that the regressed behavior is now the norm, it can interfere with her development.

 

Knowing how fast and how hard to push her to resume greater levels of competence is tricky, however. But no one knows a child as well as her parents do. You know when her tears indicate terror and when they're more of a manipula­tion. You're a good judge of how quickly she's able to tolerate separations. And you can facilitate her progress both by encouraging her and by setting appropriate limits on the re­gressed behavior.

 

Importance of Peers

 

As your child gets older, his dependence upon you changes. It will be a long time before he truly abandons his reliance upon you, but as he matures, other people join you in their importance to him. This change is reflected in his fears. Up until elementary school, his primary concern tends to be that something physical might happen to him or to you. But around age six, he begins to worry about more social kinds of issues, involving how others view him. As he ad­vances through grammar school, he worries about being rid­iculed by his peers or not performing well in school or athletics. By the time he reaches adolescence, fears about being different are a major factor in how he makes decisions. The meaning of a trauma, too, changes with his age. For a young child, a disfiguring accident is a brush with death; for an adolescent, it is rather the "kiss of death" because it makes him different and more likely to be rejected by his peers.

 

The shift here is from physical to social concerns. A child who was traumatized when younger may reconsider the trauma and have to rework his resolution of it as he grows older. It becomes a new trauma as he focuses on how it makes him different from other kids. He may become symp­tomatic again—or for the first time—as he struggles with the newly discovered implications of what happened to him. And as he approaches adolescence, he's less able to rely upon the stability of his parents' egos in order to cope. He must come to terms with the trauma more on his own. Even if he does regress and allows his parents to determine how he deals with it internally, he'll eventually have to come to a personal resolution. Otherwise, he'll remain dependent upon them and gain no confidence in his ability to deal with life.

 

Children aren't born with defenses; defenses develop as the child matures. Preschool children use immature defenses that aren't as sturdy as those of adults. Young children rely heavily upon denial—they simply insist that they're not expe­riencing a disturbing thought or feeling, or that a disturbing event hasn't occurred or doesn't bother them. For example, a child who's angry with her mother may yell "I'm not angry." Even though it's clear to her mother that she's angry, she's not aware of it. In traumatic situations, the child may insist that she's not frightened or that the situation wasn't frighten­ing. This style of protecting herself is all right, but there aren't a lot of backup defenses if denial proves inadequate.

 

Children's limitations in this area are revealed when we try to get them to talk to us about their traumatic experi­ences. Preschoolers don't have the ability to discuss the trauma dispassionately, which requires the defense mecha­nism of emotional numbing. Thus, in encouraging the child to recall the trauma, we can easily push her beyond her ca­pacity to protect herself. When this happens, she may insist on not talking, say "No, no," or literally put up her hands and try to push away the distressing thought and physically protect herself from the assault of the questioning.

 

In Chapter 4, we saw that the development of meaning is an essential aspect of the recovery process. This is as true for children as it is for adults, but it's different for children. Their capacity to think abstractly develops very slowly, ex­tending all the way into adolescence. Your child's explana­tions for the event might make no sense to you. Sometimes young children exhibit "magical thinking"—believing that thinking a thing makes it so. Your child may find a way to believe that the trauma can never re‑occur because of convo­luted reasons, such as insisting a burglar would not return because he was just "testing" the house for security.

 

Your child's process of finding meaning for her trauma will be different from your own. Sometimes she will follow the same logic as you; at other times she'll have her own logic. When she talks, you may be deceived into thinking that you understand the subject in the same way she does, only to discover later that she came away from the conversation with an entirely different meaning—one with which she may still be satisfied. Because they are different ages and at differ­ent developmental levels, children in the same family often form very different meanings and have very different reac­tions to the same trauma.

 

Pablo and Juanita had three sons, Manuel, age four, Raul, age seven, and Pablo, age nine. Pablo Senior commit­ted suicide, and Juanita felt it was best to keep this from the boys. All the boys knew was that their father had died a vio­lent death, but they were unclear on the details. Lacking a clear understanding about how their father died, each boy had his own story. Although it was not acknowledged in the family that there had been a suicide, it is most likely that Juanita's feel­ings about the way her husband died affected the children's stories.

 

In therapy, the boys were each asked to draw a picture of what had happened to their father. The differences among the drawings were extreme, but they were quite instructive in revealing the way each boy explained this trauma. Pablo, the oldest boy, drew his father endangering himself in a fool­hardy fashion. Raul drew his father being assassinated by an evil stranger, and Manuel drew an auto accident. In addi­tion, each boy developed his unique reaction to the event: Pablo was depressed, Raul became a clown, and Manuel was angry.

 

I think Pablo somehow recognized that his father was responsible for his own death and so became depressed. Raul avoided any awareness of either his father's problems or his own feelings—by creating an evil stranger and hiding behind the mask of a clown. And Manuel, as the youngest, may not have appreciated his father's responsibility for his own death and felt freer than the others to express his anger about the loss.

 

The Use of Play

 

Parents are often distressed to discover that their child is playing out the trauma situation with other children. Chil­dren use play to examine, reexperience, and master trau­matic events and to provide meaning for them. A child's interest in replaying out situations related to the trauma should not be squelched, though it may need to be structured. Depending upon the nature of the trauma, it is sometimes best to provide a protected setting for the child to do this play.

 

We'll discuss your response to your child's traumatic play at the end of this chapter. Some parents feel comfort­able engaging in this play themselves, but others prefer to take their children to a professional therapist so that the ma­jority of this playing can occur in the best possible environ­ment. Here are some things that all parents should do if their children have been through a traumatic experience.

 

Guidelines for Helping Traumatized

Children Recover

 

Make Them Feel Safe

 

Your first goal is to make your traumatized child feel safe again. You must help him feel that the traumatization is not going to recur. This may mean taking behavioral precautions and/or reassuring him of your awareness of and prepared­ness for the danger. Safety is his first concern—little prog­ress will be made until he feels that the trauma is not going to recur. This may not mean anything more than speaking to him about his feeling unsafe, but he needs to know that you're tuned in. It also helps to reassure him that you will not ignore his perceptions of danger.

 

One night while Joey, a four‑year‑old boy, and his sister Maggie, a six‑and‑a‑half‑year‑old girl, were at home with a babysitter, a small fire broke out in the kitchen that threatened to overtake the entire house. The babysitter handled the emergency well, first getting the children outside and then calling the fire department from a neighbor's house. The fire department came and put the fire out. The children also han­dled it well at the time by being obedient to the babysitter and remaining calm. But after several days, Joey began to express a great deal of interest in fires and how people come to die in them. He began to have sleep problems and ob­sessed about the many things that could happen to him when his parents were absent. Later, separations started to be­come major battles, and his mother contacted a therapist.

 

The therapist drew the family's attention to the fire and suggested it may have traumatized Joey. His parents imme­diately took a number of steps to deal with the boy's fear that another fire could occur, especially when they were out. They installed smoke detectors, placed several fire extin­guishers in the house (including one in the kitchen), and practiced fire drills. The beauty of their effort was that they did it all as a family. Everyone came up with ideas, which included a family visit to the local fire station to meet the firemen.

 

Joey's symptoms cleared up very quickly. He personally dealt with the trauma in a number of ways, including playing with toy fire engines with his father and sister. His parents remained firm about separations. They acknowledged his fears but maintained that they had to be away at times and that they would always make sure he would be safe with someone while they were gone. But they took the possibility of fire very seriously, and they treated the issue as a family problem—not as simply their son's problem! I believe that because Joey felt his fears were taken very seriously and was reassured, he was able to relinquish his less realistic separa­tion fears.

 

Reestablish Normalcy

 

One of the most important conditions that allows your child to function at her maximum potential is a consistent, predictable environment to live in. She requires consistency to be able to deal easily with her external environment, but it is also necessary for the internal contributions it makes to the development of her personality and the maintenance of her psychological health. She places particular importance on the image of herself that is reflected in the ways you deal with her. Your view of her has a formative influence on her character, and if that view falters, she will suffer.

 

Every traumatized child needs her own personal place to return to, where she can feel secure. Here she feels most herself and has the greatest chance of overcoming the effects of the traumatization. In order to help her recreate a safe place, you must communicate your positive view of her. You must communicate interest in hearing about the trauma and sympathy for the overwhelming emotions, but you must also communicate that life hasn't changed all that much, that she's still the same person and you expect her to live by the same standards as before the trauma. You might say some­thing like: "Something terrible happened, but we love you just as much as ever, and you still have to take a bath and go to bed on time." This is one of the most reassuring messages your child can hear; now she can return to squabbling with you over bedtimes.

 

Hear the Fears, But Bedtime Is Still Bedtime

 

If your child doesn't feel secure, it may be necessary to make changes in the old routines. If your child was bitten by a stray dog, he may now refuse to go outside alone because he feels unsafe. Your only response here is to accompany him outside. It would be wrong to put him back into a situation where he genuinely feels unsafe—it doesn't build courage or character or anything like that. But if he generalizes his fear to include situations that are far afield of the unsafe one, he may be developing a different kind of problem. He may re­fuse to leave your side at all, even in the safety of home. Be clear in your response to him that you know what the danger is and will see to it that he is safe from it. Help him distin­guish situations that have potential dangers from those that don't.

 

Most children react to trauma by becoming more depen­dent upon their mother again, so a mother's job is to accept the increased dependency and reassure the child that she is available. But her long‑term goal is for the child to reattain separateness. She must take seriously the child's fears, and change some rules and routines while insisting that others remain the same. In the following example, the fears are ac­cepted as reasonable. The parents explain what they've done to address the real danger, and they talk with their child about his fears, but they also communicate that his fears don't alter the basic needs of the family. If you're in a similar situation, you might try saying something like this:

 

"We're going to go out tonight and leave you here with Aunt Leslie and Uncle Jerry. We've talked with them about what happened when the man came into the house. The win­dow he got in through is barred up now, and no one can get in through there or any of the other windows. Aunt Leslie and Uncle Jerry know that you're scared of being left alone again, and they won't leave you alone at all. One of them will be with you all the time. We're going to be at the Wilsons, and Aunt Leslie and Uncle Jerry have the phone number there. We'll be home by 10:00 and we expect you to be asleep by then."

 

If the child balks at being left with the relatives, you can question him: "Don't you feel safe with Aunt Leslie and Un­cle Jerry? What do you think can happen? Would it help if you could talk to us? If you want, we can call just before your bedtime and talk to you then. I know you don't want us to go out, but Mommy and Daddy need to see their friends. We wouldn't go if we didn't know for sure that you would be safe with Aunt Leslie and Uncle Jerry. All the phone numbers are written down for you. Here's the police number, the next ­door neighbor's, and here's the Wilsons', where we'll be."

 

Don't Lose Sight of Your Healthy Child

 

For some parents, the most difficult part of dealing with their child's traumatization is retaining their view that the child is psychologically all right. If you see your child as damaged and irrevocably changed, you'll inevitably commu­nicate this to him in the many subtle and non-subtle ways we influence our children. And the more you communicate a view that he's permanently damaged, the more you'll ham­per his confidence that he can overcome the blow. Even a physically impaired child must be seen as a whole person who resides in a damaged body. The child may be inevitably changed in ways that will restrict his future, but the sound­ness of his emotional life does not have to be permanently destroyed.

 

You and your spouse must help each other get past such fears so that you can provide the best possible environment for recovery. If your fears persist, you should seek profes­sional help for yourselves. A fearful parent is not helping a fearful child; your child measures his confidence in himself by his perception of your confidence in him.

 

You can reassure him by telling him something like: "I know you're scared that it could happen again. But we've tried to make sure it won't. We know that what happened was terrible and that you're still scared. But you'll get over this thing, and you'll still be you. We still have you, and you still have us. We love you just as much as we ever did, and now that we know how this can happen, we'll do everything we can to see that it never does. It's very scary, but you're still okay."

 

Maintain Your Own Emotional Stability

 

To a large degree, your child's sense of self depends upon your confident view of her, but her continued sense of security depends upon your confidence in yourself and your own stability. Your ability to remain calm in the face of emo­tionally distressing experiences provides a vital function for your child. In traumatic situations and their aftermath, she gauges her security by her perceptions of your confidence. Do you appear confident and in control of yourself, despite the frustrations and fears that the situation evokes? Or do you display considerable anxiety and feelings of helplessness and being overwhelmed? If you appear stable, in control, and not overly worried, your child is much more likely to feel secure and to reestablish her own confidence and compe­tence in dealing with life.

 

Provide a Stable Recovery Environment

 

The first step toward providing the ideal recovery en­vironment involves your image of your child. You must recognize that your child is not permanently damaged in the sense of being no longer able to deal effectively with life. You must communicate this recognition based on your actual be­lief that it is true. Come to terms with this! This belief alone will provide an emotionally stabilizing influence on your child in which he can begin to come to terms with what has happened to him. In addition, realizing that it is true can help stabilize you.

 

We all know stories of children and adults who success­fully deal with the most terrible of physical disabilities. Every individual who manages to make such an enormous adjust­ment is able to do so because she still feels herself to be a whole person. The same holds true for recovery from severe emotional trauma. Your child's ability to hold on to his sense of himself as a whole person is primarily dependent upon his perception of your perceptions of him.

 

Your second step is to convey your own emotional stabil­ity to your child by remaining calm yourself. This doesn't mean that you're never upset or unsure. Nor does it mean that you should present an artificial "happy face" around your child that parodies your real feelings. Rather, it simply means that you should make an effort to be steady for your child when you're together. You can discuss his fears and your own assessment of the dangers that may exist, but the central issue is that you must not burden him with your own fears. For your own emotional support, you must go else­where. You can be close to your child, but, above all else, he shouldn't be made to feel he must reassure you. If you need to "fall apart," do so at a time and place to which your child won't have access. It's best if you have someone else to do this with. It will relieve your temptation to use your child as an emotional confidant. If you don't have a spouse, do every­thing possible to find adult emotional supports for yourself!

 

Be a Willing Audience

 

I recommend that you talk with your child about her traumatic experience. But you should realize that it will probably not go as it would with an adult. Your child may not be willing to talk about it in the setting or at the time your schedule dictates, nor in the same way. The timing and pac­ing will be largely determined by your child. She may not talk about it at all, but expresses it through other means, such as in art or play. You must be open to these alternative modes of "discussing" the trauma. You can ask about it, but don't force her to talk if she isn't ready. Instead, let her know you're a willing audience, and be prepared to stop and try to understand whenever she expresses something related to the trauma.

 

One of the frustrations of dealing with traumatized chil­dren is that they often cannot tell us what we feel we need to know. Some parents pressure their children to talk about the trauma. If you find yourself doing this, you should realize that it does more harm than good. Despite your own feelings of helplessness, you must respect your child's style of dealing with the trauma (even if it's nonverbal) and work with it, not against it. A child constantly questioned about the trauma is likely to feel that she's done something wrong and/or that she's still not safe.

 

If she's able to discuss it calmly, it's all right to ask her questions to make sure you know everything she can tell you about it. But, if you question her endlessly because you never feel that you know enough, she can come to feel persecuted. In any event, your child may never tell you everything you would like to know. Young children have a poor ability sim­ply to recall events; their memories work better at recogni­tion than at recall. That's why your kindergartener gives monosyllabic answers when you ask about her day. She re­ally doesn't recall much about it. Yet later, she sings a new song or tells you detailed stories that give you an idea of how much she did learn. These memories aren't forgotten—they don't emerge until something stimulates them. She hasn't developed the adult's tricks of organizing memories so that they can be retrieved easily.

 

Help Your Child Sort Out the Feelings

 

It is helpful to know the facts. Unfortunately, many trau­matized children cannot supply adults with adequate infor­mation. Children who have been abused are often sworn to secrecy and fear retribution or getting their abusers in trou­ble. If you were present during the trauma, your factual knowledge won't be a problem. But if you were absent, you can easily become obsessed with your need to know exactly what happened, particularly if the trauma was recurring.

 

What's more important, however, is to learn how your child felt and continues to feel about the incident. Probe gently by saying something like: "It can be very confusing to have something happen like you've been through. We often don't know how we really feel after something like that. Some children would be scared, but others would be angry. How did it make you feel? Sometimes we feel one way at the time, and then we feel another way afterward. Do you re­member how you felt at the time? What about now? How do you feel about what happened?"

 

Responding to the Traumatic Play

 

When your child expresses something trauma‑related in his play, the best response you can make is to show that you recognize the message and to comment about the feelings involved. This is your opportunity to learn how he feels and help him sort it out for himself. For example, if a dog‑bitten child draws a dog biting a boy, you may talk about his being scared, but you may discover that he also feels angry or guilty. You may not know what feelings he ascribes to the dog—was the dog angry or scared? The child often doesn't know himself and is looking to you for help.

 

The following approach would be helpful to the child: "Oh, that doll's hitting the other doll with the baseball bat. Does that mean he's angry? I guess that's why people hit other people. I wonder how the doll feels about being hit. She probably feels pretty bad. She probably doesn't under­stand why someone would hit her like that. Maybe she's an­gry too. Or maybe she's just afraid she'll get hit again. What do you think?"

 

You don't have to be a professional therapist to talk to your child about the feelings he's experiencing. It's very help­ful for him just to have his feelings recognized and validated with words like: "You're scared, I would be too." The most damaging feelings are those that are never discussed. The child then lives alone with emotions that are overwhelming to him. If you're not certain what your child is feeling, ask about possible feelings, such as: "Maybe you're angry that we didn't prevent this from happening."

 

This chapter has focused on the child who's been trau­matized directly. But as I indicated in Chapter 3, the effects of trauma touch all members of a family. Hence, even when the trauma occurred to an adult, the children are affected. Some of the things I've had to say in this chapter certainly hold true for that situation as well, particularly the need for the parents to maintain their own emotional stability for the children. But there's another whole level of recovery in which you can help your entire family, regardless of whether the survivor is a child, an adult, or the entire family. That level is when you do things as a family to deal with your trauma, which is the focus of Chapter 10. Dealing with a family member's traumatization as a family can bring the family together as they've never been before.